Here's a more organized list for my writings. I haven't written much yet, but I'm hoping that I could write some more in the future. Please bare with me if I'm not that good in writing. ^__^


I Like You; Eunhyuk/Donghae
Fluff; G

Lip Biting; Eunhyuk/Donghae
Fluff; G

Cat Food; Shindong/Ryeowook
Friendship/Crack; G

Chu; Yesung/Ryeowook
Romance/Fluff; PG-13

One Shots:

The Wedding Vail And The Wedding March; Eunhyuk/Sungmin
Romance/Smut; NC-17

I Care For You; Kyuhyun/Heechul
Romance/Fluff; G


Of Sweet Memories; Yesung/Ryeowook
Romance/Fluff; PG

Silent Flips of the Heart; Donghae/Ryeowook
Romance/Fluff; PG


Teach Me How To Love; Yesung/Ryeowook
Romance/Fluff; PG


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Of sweet memories; yesung/ryeowook [3/?]

Title: Of Sweet Memories
Pairing: Yesung/Ryeowook
Character: Kid!Donghae
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Summary: He never knew that his brother's small wish that he granted will bring him into an unexpected romance, and a sudden turn out of things that he didn't expect to happen.

"So what brings you here, Ryeowook-sshi?" Yesung sat on the chair across the said young man, sitting two steaming cups of coffee and a plate of blueberry cheescake for Ryeowook on the table. It was only seven thirty in the morning, and the cafe was just starting to be filled with customers, mostly the regular ones. Yesung would smile at them from time to time as they enter the place, the chimes hanging on the doorframe creating sweet sounds.

Ryeowook sipped from his cup of coffee and glanced up at Yesung. The latter was smiling, his small eyes turning even smaller, his cheeks bulging a bit. It was really cute, and Ryeowook found himself slightly blushing. Well, slightly-- he doesn't want to admit it but his reddenning cheeks said it all"Uhm... classes would start at eight thirty, so I still have an hour left. I left home earlier today, so I decided to go for a coffee."

Yesung nodded, taking a sip from his own cup of coffee. They stayed silent and glanced outside the window, watching as the number of people slowly piled up, the morning sun's light casting upon them through the transparent glass windows. The somehow awkward silence was deafening to their ears, but neither dared to start a conversation.

"Yesung!" A small man, who was about a few inches taller than Ryeowook called Yesung from the counter, making the both of them turn their attentions to him. He was wearing the same set of clothes, so Ryeowook supposed that he was Yesung's fellow worker. "I know that you're enjoying your sweet little friend's company over there, but Heechul should be here soon, and you know how he'll be if he sees you sitting there," the man continued and smiled at Ryeowook, which he gave a smile in return.

Yesung smiled apologetically at him, his hands reaching up to his nape. "Uh... I... I need to go back to work, Ryeowook-sshi, would you be okay alone in here?"

"Kim Yesung! Move faster and help me here, you idiot!"

"I know, I know! I'll be there in a minute, Min!"

Ryeowook nodded with a smile, his cheekbones prominent as he does. He watched as the other hurriedly walked back and disappeared from his sight, hips bumping against the counter and he let out a soft whimper, his eyes closed, his hands rubbing his sore hip. And Ryeowook let out a soft laugh. The man never failed to amuse him, which he sees as a good thing.

Fishing out a small notepad and a pen from his messenger bag, Ryeowook wrote something on a baby blue sticky note and placed it on the table before standing up and leaving the place. He only have fifteen minutes left till classes start after spending his time sitting on that certain corner of the cafe near the windows. He casted one last glance ot the counter with reddened cheeks before finally pushing the glass door open, its chimes singing a sweet melody once again.

Noticing that the other already left, Yesung approached the table where Ryeowook was supposed to be sitting on to get it clean and ready for another customer. However, he raised an eyebrow upon seeing a small, blue sticky note innocently perched on the table. There were some digits written on the paper along with a message, so he assumes that it was the younger's cellphone number.

"Meet me at the park later at three thirty, yes? Let's take Donghae out. ^^" -Ryeowook

A smile unconciously crept up to Yesung's face, his thumb stroking the small paper. He was grinning like an idiot and he just stood there, the sticky note in his right hand and his cleaning materials in the other. Ryeowook was asking him out. No, them, actually cause the younger male said that wanted to take his younger brother out. That burst his bubble, though. But he was still happy, nonetheless. At least he's still going to hang out with Ryeowook, and his beloved younger brother seemed to love the smaller man so much, so he thought it was okay.


Yesung's shift ends at 2:45 pm everyday. After his shift, he usually goes to Donghae's school to fetch him. His brother was studying in a public day care center not too far away from their small apartment, so they always walk home together.

"Donghae!" Yesung yelled as he saw his brother running around the place, his giggles echoing through the crisp Spring air.

Donghae stopped running and turned his head to his hyung, his giggle, if ever possible sounded louder as he ran towards Yesung's direction. "Hyung!" The seven year-old kid beamed, giving his hyung a hug. His tiny arms encircled Yesung's neck, an unspoked request to lift him up. The older did as Donghae wanted, picking the latter's small backpack, carrying it with one hand.

"Hyung, are we going to the park?" Donghae asked excitedly, wiggling his feet, not failing to hit Yesung's chest.

Yesung whimpered a little as he nodded. He heard his brother squeak in happiness, feeling a small, soft and moist thing against his cheek. He chuckled and stopped walking as they were near the park's entrance, and Donghae immediately jumped out of Yesung grasp and ran into the small man standing behind the fountain.

"Ryeowookie Hyuuunnngg! I missed you so much!" Donghae squeaked as he glomped the said man with Ryeowook almost tripping over nothing.

Ryeowook ruffled the little kid's hair, fishing out a small candy from his bag and giving it to Donghae. The said boy thank him and once again ran around the place, shifting from one place to another. He felt a small warm brushed his own and he looked down, only to see Yesung's hand almost touching his. He blushed a little and looked away, avoiding any eye contact.

"Hi..." Yesung greeted timidly, voice sounding a little softer than his usual tone. His cheeks were tinted with a light shade of red, and the sun was shining down on them, making them more visible.

Ryeowook tilted his head, his fringe brushing to the side. "Let's seat, shall we?" When Yesung nodded, they walked to a place in the park which was more private and quiet.

The trees were dancing with the air, leaves creating shuffling sounds as they move. The sunlight peeked from the spaces between the leaves, shyly revealing itself. "Do you hate your mother, Yesung?"

Yesung was slightly taken aback by the sudden personal question. He tried to dig from the deepest part of his mind, recalling everything that had happened. Does he really hate her? Everything that happened to him and Donghae for the past five years since she left the two of them alone by themselves was buried on the back of his mind so many years ago. He never wanted to remember them again cause surely, they were nightmares. He sighed as he opened his mouth to say anything sensible. "Would it be wrong if I say I do?"

Ryeowook stared at him with big, round eyes. The said younger man remained silent and just looked at him, as if studying every inch of his being. He felt quite uncomfortable, but he didn't tell the other man.

"No..." Ryeowook answered after some mintues of silence. He can't think of anything else nice to say. He can't say that yes, it was wrong to hate her cause he wasn't the one who was left alone with a big responsibility to raise his younger brother at a young age. He wasn't the one who was abandoned by his own mother to remarry another man. He wasn't. It was Yesung. "But if you were given a chance to see her again... to be with her again... what would you do?"

"I don't know... I don't know, Ryeowook. Maybe I would want to run into her arms and hug her tight as if I'm afraid to let her go again. I would want her to take care of us like she does back then. I would like to have someone to call umma, again. I want to have a mother who would welcome me and Donghae home and prepare us dinner... But all those want and longing vanish whenever the things she had done come rushing back to me like it just happened yesterday. I... I don't know..." Ryeowook hugged the older man as he heard him choke a sob, salty tears damping his shirt. He rubbed circles on his back as a way of comforting him, only to hear Yesung's sobs turning into loud cries-- and Ryeowook could hear his own heart shatter at the view of the other hurting like this.

Yesung cried against the crook of his neck, and Ryeowook did not mind it at all. His hand continued to stroke Yesung's back, the other running through the older's jet black hair. Ryeowook pulled Yesung's head from his hold and stared at his red, puffy eyes. The latter looked like a lost child, and Ryeowook felt like protecting him. "Ssh, Yesung, don't cry..." he cooed, carressing the other's chubby cheeks, wiping the tears away using his thumb.

He didn't know why he did it, but it was too late before he realized what he was doing. He kissed the other's cheeks softly and leaned closer, closing the distance between their lips. Ryeowook kissed the other softly; it was an innocent kiss, sweet, soft and gentle, with only their lips touching. He can feel Yesung sobbing into the kiss, but he waited for a few seconds before pulling away.

Yesung stared at the younger, confusion painted on his tear-stricken face. His expression seemed like asking why did the other do that, but he was sure he wasn't mad about it. It actually felt comforting, and before he realized it, he stopped crying. Only his sniffles could be heard as silence slowly crept up between them again. Ryeowook smilled and brushed Yesung's fringe to make his small eyes more visible.

"I really like you, Yesung."

A/N: Sooo... what do you think? It was rushed and and... forgive me. T^T

Happy Anniversary, SS3 Manila!

February 26, 2012, Sunday
12:30 PM

It's been a year since SS3 Manila. I had so many struggles but I managed to go to the concert! It was the happiest day of my life, really. I wouldn't be able to go if not for my brother's breaking heart after seeing me cry for four hours straight last Feb. 25, 2011 cause my grandma won't allow me without an adult. Good thing his boyfriend talked and convinced him so we were able to go!

At this time during that day, my cousin and I were scrambling and running along the streets in Cubao, rushing to get into the MRT. I've been unstoppable, nagging her non-stop cause I'm afraid we'll be late and be the last ones in the line. Good thing though, two of our friends went to Araneta at eight in the morning (cause we left my house at seven am, for goodness' sake and my classmate was late so we had to wait for her for almost two hours) to reserve lines for us. We didn't even bother to have our breakfast that day. So my cousin and I went to Blumentritt to meet her classmates so that we can go to the Coliseum together. My feet were nearly sore, and we aren't even near to the venue. Unfortunately, we still needed to go back home cause we forgot to bring her binoculars after asking for money from my aunt. At about one in the afternoon, we finally reached the venue and I ran, almost dragging the three of them to the line. We were running like mad along Gateway, and we were panting like we just came from a marathon. We hadn't even eaten our lunch yet, so we bought donuts for our friends in line cause they were complaining of hunger. They've been in the line for about six hours! XD

I was relieved that the tents were still there when we came. The people who were selling concert goods and lightsticks were still there. Cause if the guards already set them off before we arrived, I could have strangle my cousin right then and there. Lol. Just kidding though. XD I was really engrossed into shopping for goods that I didn't realize that I dropped three one hundred peso bills. -____- I talked to the Korean woman selling lightsticks and I called here "Ahjumma". It felt kinda weird. Haha!

At two thirty in the afternoon, we fell in line. And we were almost the first ones in line, thanks to our friends who reserved slots for us. Since food was not allowed inside Araneta, we ate the donuts while falling in line. We talked to the guard and made jokes with him. We talked about Taylor Swift (since she was the last one who performed in Araneta before SS3), and we asked him about the boys. "They were loud," he said. And we were like, "It's actually a normal thing for them!" with our cheeks blushing and we're beaming at him like little girls who received their gifts for Christmas. "What else? Are they playful? Are they cute?!" we asked him a lot of questions which he willingly answered. "They were very playful, and they kept on smiling, especially the small one." and we were like, "OMG DONGHAE?!" and he said, "The handsome one," and we were right, and we squealed again.

At four o'clock, the gates were finally opened and all of us ran like we were running for our lives. We rushed through the lines and waited upstairs for about an hour again before they let us inside the Coliseum at five. There were mommies with their daughters, and they were also wearing fan-made shirts and lightsticks around their necks! That was so amusing. We ran to our seats again, and my cousin fell off the stairs. XD We laughed at her and sat at our spot.

At around six, the Coliseum was starting to be filled with ELF, starting from the SVIP up to the VVIP. While we were waiting till seven in the evening, the staffs were playing SJ songs and we sang along. There were also logos and advertisements flashing on the big screens. Photos of K-POP stars endorsing Sanuk were flashed on the big screens. When it was Sungmin, Leeteuk, Donghae and Heechul's photos shown, we would scream loudly. And when it was the other artists' turn, the screams would die down. The SUJU MAD and SJUPH staffs were starting to give the materials for the fan projects. My Hee banner was snatched by a girl so I was really pissed off.

At around seven, I was still talking to my cousin and taking some pictures with her when the lights went off. We started screaming and the music started playing,and the lightsticks were turned on. It was a really nice and different feeling when you see the Sapphire Blue Ocean yourself, especially when you're a part of it. I felt like crying.

During Don't Don, everyone was damn crazy. And even throughout the whole concert or outside the venue, we were still screaming. We sang and danced along with every member performing every song, which Henry was so happy for. XD During his solo, we danced with him and screamed his name. He was really overwhelmed because well... I think you know why. XD

Leeteuk was very pleased and happy (everybody was, actually, especially Heechul and that bitch said he was sick during that time XD). He took his shirt off during the final bow and threw it to the audience, making sure it'll land on the old lady on the VVIP section. How sweet. :">

Heechul was really really flirty and playful and hyper! During his Poker Face and Crazy in Love perf, he kept on showing his undies! He kept on thrusting against Donghae's hips and the latter looked abused! Lol. XD During Tok Tok, he was also fooling around with Sungmin, Hyukjae, Donghae and Shindong. They lied on the stage and swayed their legs up and down! He went to the VVIP section and signed a plain shirt for a fan, and kissed a little girl named Casey!(and that was Heechul's English name) He also got two Kangin and Kibum masks from the audience and wore them during Good Person.

Yesung was also hyper and I noticed something different about him. His smile, it was so genuine and it looked really contented. During his solo perf, It Has To Be You, we sang along with him. We all memorized the lyrics by heart, so we were able to sing the song with him like we were native Korean speakers. At the first few lines of the song, his face showed a slight smile which looked like a little smirk. Then he started to smile, his eyebrows were slightly raising when we sang really loud. He was grinning and his smile... it will make you melt! T___T Then he said before the chorus, "EVERYBODY NOW!" then he let the crowd sing the rest of the chorus while swaying his hands and his head. He closed his eyes and his smile turned wider. He even took his earpiece off to hear us sing! "Good!" he says as we were singing, and then said again, "THANK YOU VERY MUCH!" before he sang again. Maybe because he knew we knew his song very well, and you know how he is when he's flattered. XD My friend saw that Yesung was holding a phone and took two selcas. One with the fans, and one with EunSiHae. She thought it was a fan's phone, but we were surprised when Yesung put the phone on his pocket! And during Henry's speech, he, Hyukjae and Donghae were strolling around the stage and getting gifts from the fans. He wore a Vietnamese hat and a straw bag! He got a long, soft toy and hit Henry's head with it when he heard him not using honorfics as he said, "Leeteuk", and not "Leeteuk Hyung". He also had a racing with Hyukjae towards the front of the VVIP seats!

Shindong was also jolly during that night. He was really friendly and he even got a box of pizza from a fan and ate it on stage during You and I! While the other members were singing and playing with the audience, he was standing on a corner, eating the pizza! He looked really cute and I felt the urge to jump from my seat and feed him more pizzas ;A; During Cooking Cooking, he slipped out of his mushroom costume and fooled around with the members!

Sungmin was really sweet and handsome and cute ksdgfvjbkgjvf. :"> He was really captivating when he was playing the guitar for Wookie's solo. He kept on roaming around the stage and getting gifts from the fans. He sat on the stage and tore a bar of chocolate into small parts and gave it to the fans one by one! He was dangling his feet like a little kid! He and Heechul took a selca with the fans using Polaroid. During In My Dream, he stood in front of the VVIP section and took a Sunflower plushie from a fan. He was swaying it while singing his lines. He looked like crying and we laughed at him. When he was called "Min," by a fan, he turned around and waved at her! His If U Leave perf was also very enchanting ;A; During Cooking Cooking, he was wearing his pumpkin costume and went in a corner. He crouched down and hid inside his pumpkin suit. And when he was about to go out of his hiding place, he went out of balance and fell! He was rolling on the floor and asking for help from the fans. He was really cute! When he regained his balance and was about to stand up again, evil beansprout Hyukjae ran into him and kicked him! He was rolling on the floor again and Hyukjae laughed evilly, leaving him like that! XD

Hyukjae, like the other members was also very hyper! He was running and playing all the time. He kept on collecting gifts from the fans and taking them backstage! He got a towel on his shoulders, plushies and toys! During Down, he was very hot and sweaty and sexy andkgfdgikdfhjhg and girls were screaming "Tangina, Hyukjae, nakakabuntis!" XD His and Donghae's I Wanna Love You perf also got us crazy and screaming! During the final bow, he yelled, "You are so gorgeous!" and we squealed again! So cute! <33

Donghae, like the child-like hottie he is, was very cheerful. He kept on playing around and collecting gifts from the fans. His perf with Hyukjae was really hot and we had to resist the urge to pull the girl off them. XD He wore a purple egg shirt during the final bow. He had a lot of toys in hand, too. And during the break, he asked, "How do you feel?" and we answered, "Good!" and he said, "Good job!" with thumbs up. He and Yesung switched costumes during Cooking Cooking so he was wearing the broccoli suit and Yesung was wearing the onion. And when the members started to leave for the backstage after the final bow, He, Henry, Hyukjae and Yesung stayed and formed a single line, kissing their thumbs and showing it to the audience. They looked really squishy ksdgfbdkgbjfd ;A;

Siwon was really nice and a real gentle man! He spoke in English during the introduction and the final bow. His Looking for the Day" was very heartfelt. You can feel his sincerity. During All My Heart, he pounced on Donghae and pinned him on the floor like *cough* he was *cough* doing something to him! Lol. XD That was my most unforgettable SS3 Manila moment! XD

Zhou Mi wasn't able to make it here. :(((( I guess it was because of the issue going on between the Philippines and China? I don't know. But he went here for SS2 Manila. My friend said (because she was able to go to both) he was really handsome in person! And tall, too!

Ryeowook was kinda silent, though. He was smiling and playing with the audience, but he wasn't that hyper. I don't know why. :(( He wore bunny ears from the audience and a straw bag, like Yesung's! (OMG MY OTP LOL) During One Fine Spring Day, we sat and sang with him (we did that in every ballad song). His voice was very beautiful and he sounded so magical. My cousin and I took videos of him singing and I watched it every time. He waved cutely using his hands and he was doing some aegyo. During SS2 Manila, there were many Yewook moments, but this SS3 Manila, I think the moment they had was a mere tap on the shoulders and some slight hugging. He was so precious and gentle and nice, too. ;A;

Kyuhyun, if you attended the concert, for a moment, you won't be able to say Evil Kyu. He was really really nice! He was waving and smiling all the time. He kept on squinting his eyes even though the lights were hurting his eyes, just to see the ones in the General Admission. When he was finally able to see the ELF sitting there, he waved at us and smiled! We waved back at him. That was really touching. :') During his solo and the ballad songs, his eyes kept on watching the audience and he seemed like thinking of something. He was really handsome in person!

Henry was one of the hyper members! He felt really overwhelmed by the love we gave him. During his silo and his speech. Leeteuk even used him as a personal translator! When he came out for the final bow, we screamed really loudly and he said, "What's up, Manila?!" and "Wow, you guys are loud!" then we squealed louder! "Super Junior... we've been to many countries but you guys are the loudest! he said again and if ever possible, the screams turned even louder. Leeteuk kept on whispering in his ears and he translated Leeteuk's every word. He said that they'll see us soon, so we hope there will be another Super Show here, but sadly, there would be none because Araneta Coliseum is too small for the whole SS4 production.

When the concert ended, we all went out of the place with happy hearts and unforgettable experiences we won't be able to forget for the rest of our lives.

That day... would be the happiest day of my entire life, I swear. Especially that I know that all of the boys loved it here. They loved us, PH ELF very much, I know that. :">

Of sweet memories; yesung/ryeowook [2/?]

Title: Of Sweet Memories
Pairing: Yesung/Ryeowook
Character: kid!Donghae
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Summary: He never knew that his brother's small wish that he granted will bring him into an unexpected romance, and a sudden turn out of things that he didn't expect to happen.

The door opened with a loud thud, causing the beautiful woman in her mid-forties to turn around sharply, slightly starled by the sudden sound. She smiled and put down the knife she was using in cutting the ingredients she's going to use for the meal she was cooking for her family before walking up to the person standing on the front door who was removing his shoes and placing them on the rack. "Welcome home, Ryeowook-ah," She greeted the said young man, giving him a small, warm hug.

Ryeowook hugged her back, grinning at the smell of food cooking. "Thank you, Umma." He greeted his step-mother back, fully entering their apartment and going into the kitchen with Mrs. Kim to help her cook their dinner.

Food was ready and they heard a familiar sound of a roaring engine, a car parking in front of their house. Mrs. Kim opened the door to welcome her husband and her youngest son home, giving each of them sweet kisses on their cheeks. Jonghyun, her youngest son was literally bouncing towards the kitchen, abandoning his parents to go jump on his older brother and boast about the new dinosaur toy figurine their father bought for him.

"Look, Hyung! Appa bought this for me! I still have to get the other two kinds of species, and my Jurassic Park collection can be completed!" She can hear her son's small voice squeal enthusiastically from the kitchen and she laughed, setting the dining table so that they can have their dinner.

To her, life couldn't get any better. Someone can actually say that she's leading a simple, yet happy life with her own family. She has a hardworking and faithful husband, a kind and caring step-son who accepted her whole-heartedly, and a five year-old son who brings laughter and happiness to their somehow perfect family. But regardless of all this, she felt rather incomplete. She tried reflecting and looking at herself. She's happy now, all contented and in a very stable situation. And one can say that she's a good mother, raising a family like the one she has, because apparently, we have to admit that a complete family can be rarely seen these days. But had she been really good enough to be called a mother?

"Yeobo?" She was suddenly pulled out of her own reverie as she felt her husband's strong hand on her shoulders. Mr. Kim had a worried look on his face, his expression clearly told her that he wanted to know whether there's something bothering her. She realized that she stopped doing her task, her hands gripping the plate tighter than she wanted it to be. She smiled at him, reassuring him that she's just fine. She's been spacing out a lot lately, and she was thinking of telling her husband the truth.
Ryeowook was getting ready to sleep after drinking a glass of milk from the kitchen. He was already wearing his oddly cute blue pajamas with equally cute little giraffes printed all over the garment, wanting to jump on his bed after a tiring day in school and at the park, and at a new friend's house. With the feeling of his cheeks burning, he smiled like an idiot upon recalling the memory, his hands encircling the metal doorknob of his room. However, he stopped on his tracks and his smile faltered, a sound of someone crying echoed through the hallway. He opened the door of his parents' bedroom quietly, avoiding waking them up. He squint his eyes to get a better vision of the pitch dark room with only the moonlight illuminating the figure lying on the bed. He took notice of his father's sleeping figure. He was alone, his step-mother was nowhere to be found. Maybe she was the one who was crying.

He closed the door as quietly as possible, tiptoeing until the sobs became clearer for him to hear. The sound of the painful sobs took him to the guest room. The door of the said room was slightly opened, maybe that's why he was able to hear her dreadful sobs. He opened the door wider, creating squeaky sounds and there, on the bed, he saw Mrs. Kim crying, her back facing him. Her shoulders were shaking violently, and her breathing was uneven, as if she was having a heart attack. Ryeowook walked up to her and gave her a back hug, a silent comfort he knows can ease whatever pain she's feeling. He rocked her back and forth like he's lulling a baby to sleep. Mrs. Kim took care of him for the past five years since she got married with his Dad. He had seen her as his real mother since his biological mother died of cancer ten years ago. He loved her as much, and she treated him as her own son.

"Umma, you can tell me why you're being like this..." Ryeowook said, only to cause Mrs. Kim to tighten her grip on her step-son's arms.

Mrs. Kim slowly shook her head, her sobs slowly dissipating. "You wouldn't understand, son..."

"I will," He promised, his soft voice sounded so sincere.

She looked up at him, her tear drenched face showed sadness and pain, and a wave of emotion Ryeowook somehow couldn't decipher. Her eyes were red and puffy, and the young man in front of her had to fight the urge to cry, too. "I... Ryeowook-ah, I have something to tell you..."

"What is it, Umma? Just say it,"

"I... I have two sons I left five years ago to marry your Dad..." Her voice cracked and tears slowly made their way down her cheeks, her shoulders were shaking violently again. She covered her face with her plams, sobbing against it and she felt her son's arms wrap around her slender frame again, stroking her back in vain effort for comfort.

Ryeowook didn't know what to do or how to feel about the sudden confession. He looked down and saw a picture frame with a photo of Mrs. Kim with two boys. The older one hugging her and the younger, whom he supposed was about two years old by the time the photo was taken sitting on her lap, their faces showed bliss and completeness. Ryeowook was so sure that the two boys with her on the photo were painfully familiar to him. He can't be mistaken.

Silence filled the room with Mrs. Kim's slowly subsiding sobs being the only thing audible. She told Ryeowook why she did that and all these years, she'd been feeling miserable without her sons living with her, unsure of how they're living without her and their father. Her oldest son was only older by Ryewoook for about a year or two, and the said young boy made her feel like her son's with her. She wasn't able to give her own sons the love a mother should give them all these years, so she did everything to make Ryeowook feel loved and cared so as to at least, she was feeling less guilty and miserable by taking care of the son of the man she loved. But it wasn't the same. Every single day since she left them all alone, she worried about them, wondered if they were able to eat at least three meals a day, or if they were able to live in a decent and comfortable house. But she didn't have the courage to go back to them and tell her husband the complete truth because she felt afraid that Mr. Kim won't accept them and won't love her as much as he loves her now.

She told Ryeowook everything because she knew the young man would understand and she wasn't mistaken at all.
Ryeowook bid good bye to his parents and his younger brother, ready to go to his University classes. What happened last night between him and his step-mother was still fresh in his mind, and seeing Mrs. Kim's sad eyes didn't help either. He was relieved that his father didn't seem to know something at all, though.

He decided to go for a walk since he left home an hour earlier, heading to the cafe located just a few blocks away from home and from the University he was studying in as music major. He pushed the cafe's glass door open, only to see a familiar man behind the counter, arranging various sizes of paper and plastic cups. The man was wearing a black cap which slightly hid half of his face, a white polo shirt and a pair of cream coloured slacks, and an apron draped around his body with the name of the cafe imprinted on it that somehow reminded Ryeowook of a name of a fairytale about a witch getting children for her food by having her house filled with sweets.

The man behind the counter looked up, and with a smiling face he greeted, "Good morning! Welcome to-- Ryeowook-sshi!"

Ryeowook chuckled, admiring the cuteness of the other. He appeared to look like a child waving enthusiastically at him. It's in the genes, he thought as the man reminded him of Donghae. "Good morning to you, too, Yesung-sshi."

A/N: It was short! *bawls* I'm not satisfied. Wahuhuhu. So, what do you think? :) And I finally decided to make this a mini-series. This might have 3-4 chapters more, I don't know. It depends. XD It's been a long time, huh? Lol. XD

That is... just so overboard.

Oh, what's with Jongwoon's YAOI Tweet, hmm? Are they gonna... Is he going to... Him and Ryeowookie... Lol, I don't know but I just hope that my OTP will go out of their shell now. XD

Anyway, that's not what the title means... I... you know. I've been browsing EHB episodes on YT and accidentally stumbled upon Oppa Has Risen's MP3 version. Someone uploaded it on the site.

Well, what really triggered me is that someone commented and said that Eunhae's a Big Bang Wannabe. She (I'm not sure whether that person's a she or a he but let's use she for now) said that SJ should have their own style and such, and that Big Bang was better, blah, blah. Whatever. I'm an ELF, I love Hyukjae and Donghae, so it's expected and natural for me to get disturbed by this, right? I respect both groups. I respect SJ and Big Bang, of course. It's... okay, she has her own opinions and preferences, as well as I and all of us, but still, she shouldn't have said that. To me, she had been insensitive. Of course, when someone gets to read it, and it's an ELF, that someone would surely get hurt, right? And besides, SJ is Big Bang's sunbae so I don't think that... aish.

It wasn't Eunhae's fault if the company decided to give them a new project, it's not their fault that SME wanted to have money put of them, it's not their fault. It's not their fault that they were given that song and they're just being told and like true and professional artists, they're just following whatever it is that the company wants them to do.

SJ and Big Bang... each of these groups has their unique abilities and genres. Different fandom, different agencies, different members.

So I just hope that whoever that person is, I hope she would learn how to shut her mouth up and keep all of her opinions that are not nice to herself. She should learn how to think of other people's feelings.
  • Current Music
    Oppa Has Risen- Eunhyuk and Donghae
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Jongwoon is you know...

A major flirt. Lol. I just... I don't know. My shipping heart is aching and I actually ship him with everyone. Well... there's an exception, right. Lol, whatever. XD I ship Yewook, Yehae, Yemin, Yehyuk, Yeteuk, everything with Ye. XD Aish, but Yewook and Yemin and Yekyu... Those are my most favorite and most shipped Yesung pairings. <3

KLSGHDFKJSDGBFKLJGBFDG I really need to buy the SS3 DVD because I just can't breathe and I can;t take it anymore. There are so many Yeflirt moments. Ang Jongwoon's bulge and his guns and his chest and... sdkgfjsdolghisdgk I just go incoherent sfh orz.
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    Romantic -SHINee
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Hey... I have a confession. I just have to get it out of my chest cause... you know, I've been keeping this to myself since no one knows when but yeah... it's just that... I CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO SHIP YEWON. YEWON, AS IN YESUNG AND SIWON, JONGWOON AND SIWON, KIM JONGWOON AND CHOI SIWON, YES, D:

I hate no one, really. I don't hate Kim Jongwoon, because I've been shouting to the whole world with my head up high, my heart swelling with happiness and pride that KIM JONGWOON is my BIAS. He and Kim Ryeowook share the same spot in my heart, and I always say this, that they're both on the first rank, and yes, I don't know how did that happen, but yeah, these two are just... I don't know, they're too good for words.

I don't hate Choi Siwon because heck, I freaking love the guy. I love him so much, as much as I love every member including ZhouRy, yes. I don't know, but the thing is... I really can't ship him with Jongwoon. Maybe because Yewook is my OTP but why... why can I ship Jongwoon with Sungmin, Donghae, Kyuhyun, Leeteuk, Kangin, Hyukjae, Heechul, Hangeng, Shindong, Kibum and even Henry and Zhou Mi and any SJ member that is not Ryeowook but not with Siwon? I really don't know the reason why. I even ship Siwon with Wookie, it's just that I can't ship him with Jongwoonie. I'm sorry. D:

And it felt strange, too, because before, when I was new to the fandom, I was completely fine with Yewon, I shipped them, I read and spazz about them, but now... I don't know why. /sigh I hope I can solve this OTP thingy soon, because actually, this wasn't suppose to be a big deal. And TBH, I actually shipped Yewon before I started shipping Yewook. They're actually the first pair I have ever known of and shipped. I'm really weird, I guess.

I just felt like getting this out of my chest. And now that I somehow did, I felt kind of... lighter.

One Shot: Something To Play With; Leeteuk/Shindong

Title: Something to Play With
Pairing: Leeteuk/Shindong
Genre: Romance, Fluff
Rating: PG-13
A/N: Part of the 100 Super Junior Fics Challenge

Prompt 025. Smoke; Leeteuk/Shindong

Shindong wrinkled his nose as the greyish, suffocating substance grazed through the air coming from somewhere in the dorm, probably the balcony. Clicking his tongue in annoyance as the smell of the smoke played with his nose, he got up from reading the newspaper and stepped on the terrace, stealing the lighted stick of cigarette away from the smoker’s hand.

Leeteuk turned his head towards the intruder, a menacing frown gracing his features. “Hey!” he yelled, glaring at Shindong who threw his now unlighted cigarette away. “That was mine, and what you did was actually really rude and disrespectful, because I am your Hyung, and…”

“Hyung,” Shindong interrupted, emphasizing his words. “Quit smoking, will you?” he said sternly which surprisingly made the older flinch.

“Huh? And who are you to tell me what should I do and what should I not?” Leeteuk asked with much authority, pulling another stick of cigarette and a lighter from his pocket.

Shindong, seeing Leeteuk’s actions quickly stole the ready to be lit cigarette, stepping on it in the process. “Stop this,” he looked up, only to be met by Leeteuk’s furious gaze. “It’s bad for your health, its smell is so damn annoying and it makes it hard for me to breathe. Why are you even smoking in the first place?”

Leeteuk almost pulled all of his brown locks off, frustrated at the fact that he just lost to his younger member. “Schedules are so stressful, okay,” he said, sighing. “Everything’s so stressful and tiring and…” he trailed off.


"I want something for my mouth to play with!”

Shindong gave Leeteuk a weird look.

“What-“ Judging from the younger’s reaction, Leeteuk knew that he found his reason weird, because he himself feels the same way, so he wanted to say something and ask but the words that his clouded mind came up with weren’t able to come out of his mouth.

He stood there too taken aback to even respond to Shindong’s plump lips exploring his warm cavern, licking every surface of the older’s mouth his tongue could reach, begging for entrance which Leeteuk gave him after some mere seconds of processing on his mind whatever it was that was just happening. Their tongues waltzed and fought for dominance with of course, Shindong winning.

He tasted like a mixture of cigarettes and mint, just like what Shindong had expected.

When the younger pulled away, they both panted for air, sucking sufficient amount of oxygen in.

A faint blush crept through the older’s cheeks, realizing what they just did.

“Now your mouth has something to play with,” Shindong said, extending his hands towards the other. “So if you don’t mind, give me the rest of your cigarettes and promise me that you’ll never dare buying them again.”

Leeteuk, who was still in a daze pulled a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and placed it on Shindong’s awaiting hands.

Shindong smirked, stealing another quick kiss from Leeteuk’s lips. “Good boy,” he whispered against the leader’s ears before walking away with the cigarettes.

“Y-yah!” Leeteuk grinned like a love-sick high school girl, relishing the feeling of Shindong’s lips dancing with his own.


A/N: Okay, I failed, I know. -____- This is just a try, as I find it quite easier to write with prompts given. It's also an entry for the 100 Super Junior Fics Challenge! =))

100 Super Junior Fics Challenge

I have decided that I'll participate in this, too because... I find it easier to write with prompts given, and I think this will be fun, so yeah. :">

Date Started: December 24, 2011
Number Finished: 1/100


001. Freefall, Eeteuk/Kangin
002. Christmas, Heechul/Ryeowook
003. Blindfolds, Hankyung/Yesung
004. Chocolate, Yesung/Shindong
005. Overworked, Ryeowook/Kibum
006. Burn, Heechul/Yesung
007. Dark, Eeteuk/Sungmin
008. Locket, Heechul/Sungmin
009. Coffee, Eunhyuk/Donghae
010. Shiver, Heechul/Heechul
011. Rooftops, Hankyung/Sungmin
012. Chains, Heechul/Kangin
013. Watermelon, Shiwon/Kyuhyun
014. Home, Heechul/Donghae
015. Lick, Heechul/Hankyung
016. Quiet Places, Yesung/Ryeowook
017. Accidents, Ryeowook/Ryeowook
018. Keys, Eeteuk/Shiwon
019. Clocks, Shindong/Eunhyuk
020. Glow, Donghae/Kibum
021. Park Benches, Yesung/Kyuhyun
022. Diamonds, Sungmin/Kibum
023. Tears, Yesung/Shiwon
024. Spotlight, Sungmin/Kyuhyun
025. Smoke, Eeteuk/Shindong
026. Pressure, Eunhyuk/Ryeowook
027. Replacement, Heechul/Kibum
028. Choking, Eeteuk/Ryeowook
029. Sea, Sungmin/Shiwon
030. Warmth, Kangin/Donghae
031. Midnight Walks, Shiwon/Ryeowook
032. Roses, Shindong/Shindong
033. Flirt, Yesung/Kibum
034. Acceptance, Hankyung/Kibum
035. Blind, Heechul/Shiwon
036. Bathroom Tiles, Hankyung/Shiwon
037. Rotation, Hankyung/Kyuhyun
038. "I want you to stay forever.", Eeteuk/Kibum
039. All the People, Hankyung/Donghae
040. Skin, Shindong/Kyuhyun
041. Dance Practice, Shindong/Kibum
042. Suits, Kibum/Kyuhyun
043. Washing Machines, Donghae/Shiwon
044. Rejection, Eunhyuk/Eunhyuk
045. Smooth, Shindong/Sungmin
046. Stuffed Animals, Kangin/Eunhyuk
047. Stutter, Sungmin/Sunmgin
048. That Girl, Eeteuk/Hankyung
049. "What's the difference?", Hankyung/Hankyung
050. Lost, Heechul/Kyuhyun
051. Aliens, Ryeowook/Kyuhyun
052. Cake, Sungmin/Donghae
053. Puppies, Eeteuk/Heechul
054. Self-Image, Hankyung/Shindong
055. Shatter, Kangin/Kangin
056. Filth, Donghae/Ryeowook
057. Scales, Donghae/Kyuhyun
058. Lies, Shiwon/Shiwon
059. Calendar, Eeteuk/Eeteuk
060. Humid, Heechul/Eunhyuk
061. Disguises, Yesung/Yesung
062. God, Hankyung/Kangin
063. Video Games, Yesung/Eunhyuk
064. Balance, Kyuhyun/Kyuhyun
065. Grip, Donghae/Donghae
066. Mice, Eeteuk/Donghae
067. Sunrise, Yesung/Sungmin
068. Degradation, Kibum/Kibum
069. Sailing, Kangin/Shiwon
070. Thunderstorm, Kangin/Sungmin
071. Plays (Theatre), Hankyung/Ryeowook
072. Muscles, Kangin/Kibum
073. Milkshakes, Eeteuk/Eunhyuk
074. Flu Season, Shindong/Ryeowook
075. Wrap, Yesung/Donghae
076. Youth, Shindong/Shiwon
077. Pass, Sungmin/Ryeowook
078. Sickness, Kangin/Kyuhyun
079. The Same Old Thing, Eeteuk/Yesung
080. Crackle, Eunhyuk/Shiwon
081. Noise/Noiseless, Kangin/Shindong
082. Evening, Shiwon/Kibum
083. Fever, Hankyung/Eunhyuk
084. Snowflakes, Eunhyuk/Kyuhyun
085. Ache, Shindong/Donghae
086. Violins, Eunhyuk/Kibum
087. Belief, Sungmin/Eunhyuk
088. Numbers, Eeteuk/Kyuhyun
089. "I like your face.", Kangin/Ryeowook
090. Clean, Heechul/Shindong
091. Stars, Yesung/Kangin
092. Gorgeous, WC *
093. Bubble Baths, WC *
094. Makeup, WC *
095. Drowning, WC *
096. "I like you. I like you. I like you.", WC *
097. Glasses, WC *
098. Soothing, WC *
099. Apples, WC *
100. Regrets, WC *

WC* means 'writers choice'