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24 December 2011 @ 03:54 am
Hey... I have a confession. I just have to get it out of my chest cause... you know, I've been keeping this to myself since no one knows when but yeah... it's just that... I CAN'T BRING MYSELF TO SHIP YEWON. YEWON, AS IN YESUNG AND SIWON, JONGWOON AND SIWON, KIM JONGWOON AND CHOI SIWON, YES, D:

I hate no one, really. I don't hate Kim Jongwoon, because I've been shouting to the whole world with my head up high, my heart swelling with happiness and pride that KIM JONGWOON is my BIAS. He and Kim Ryeowook share the same spot in my heart, and I always say this, that they're both on the first rank, and yes, I don't know how did that happen, but yeah, these two are just... I don't know, they're too good for words.

I don't hate Choi Siwon because heck, I freaking love the guy. I love him so much, as much as I love every member including ZhouRy, yes. I don't know, but the thing is... I really can't ship him with Jongwoon. Maybe because Yewook is my OTP but why... why can I ship Jongwoon with Sungmin, Donghae, Kyuhyun, Leeteuk, Kangin, Hyukjae, Heechul, Hangeng, Shindong, Kibum and even Henry and Zhou Mi and any SJ member that is not Ryeowook but not with Siwon? I really don't know the reason why. I even ship Siwon with Wookie, it's just that I can't ship him with Jongwoonie. I'm sorry. D:

And it felt strange, too, because before, when I was new to the fandom, I was completely fine with Yewon, I shipped them, I read and spazz about them, but now... I don't know why. /sigh I hope I can solve this OTP thingy soon, because actually, this wasn't suppose to be a big deal. And TBH, I actually shipped Yewon before I started shipping Yewook. They're actually the first pair I have ever known of and shipped. I'm really weird, I guess.

I just felt like getting this out of my chest. And now that I somehow did, I felt kind of... lighter.
the best place: Underneath Siwon's arms
mood: melancholymelancholy
song for you: S.O.L.O -Super Junior M
mywookness: flymywookness on December 31st, 2011 06:21 pm (UTC)
It's okay - I can't ship them either.
purplelove2nee8: ryeonasungpurplelove2nee8 on February 3rd, 2012 05:22 am (UTC)
I know this is very late, but, thank you! Thanks for understanding. <333